SAPPING AND ZAPPING Ralph B. Allison, M.D. The practice of psychotherapy has never been considered to be a particularly hazardous profession. After all, what can happen while sitting in an easy chair discussing problems with a patient? But, in working with patients afflicted with multiple personality disorder (MPD), I eventually became aware that such a presumption is unwarranted. Aside from the physical wear and tear resulting from the long hours spent taking care of the crises that these patients always found themselves in and the professional distance they created between me and my colleagues I discovered that they, themselves, seemed quite capable of using psychic abilities to harm other living human beings. Usually the therapist was exempted from this harm, as he/she was needed and valued as a helper. But, as happens in all long term psychotherapy, the relationship can develop into one of disappointment, anger and intense hatred of the therapist when all does not go well in the view of the multiple. At those times, the therapist is just as likely to be a victim of these forces the MPD patients call sapping and zapping as have others in the past. Sapping means the extraction of physical energy from another person by the patient. It is a physical process, not an emotional one. The sapper is an extremely self-centered person who feels too weak to exist by herself alone, so she proceeds to suck energy from those around her. (The female pronoun will be used for patients, since 85% of my patients were female. This is not to say that men cannot accomplish the same actions.) Sapping was first used in print by Karagulla (1967) in reporting her research with healthy women with psychic abilities. A psychic woman claimed to be able to see the energy transfer from the victim to the sapper while they were at a social event together. The point of entry could be from the eyes (by staring), the mouth (by talking), by the hand (by touching) or via the solar plexus. I believe this happened to me with by second MPD patient, a twenty-two year old woman I shall call Gail. Once, in my office, she told me, "Dr. Allison, you are so big and strong. I wish I could have some of your energy." Feeling gallant, I replied, "If I knew how to give you some, I'd be glad to do so." Little did I know that such would eventually happen. One Saturday night, I was at a dinner party when Gail called on the phone in a panic. Since she had been hospitalized several times for self-destructive acts, and, since she never called unless almost out of control, I left the party and drove to her apartment. She greeted me with outstretched arms, grabbing my hands with hers. Then I saw that both her forearms were bloody with many longitudinal slash wounds. In the bathroom I found the bloody pocket knife Laura, her persecutor alter-personality, had used, after Gail had blacked out after calling me. I wrapped her arms with towels and drove her to the hospital emergency room where I found a surgeon to sew her many wounds. To help the surgeon, I induced hypnoanalgesia of her arms to avoid multiple injections of local anesthetic. To keep her arms in place, I sat by the operating table during the ninety minute procedure and kept my fingertips on the arm that was being sutured at the time. All that time, I felt fine. The surgery went well. The patient was well behaved and nothing went wrong. After bandages were applied, I drove her to the party where her boyfriend was. He was the one she had been arguing with on the phone prior to her calling me. She felt rejected since he did not want her to come to that party. When I let her out of the car, I had to wait while she literally seduced him in the driveway to let her stay with his. When he gave in, I drove back to my party, feeling rather disgusted with her behavior. When I returned, my wife handed me a plate of food. I sat down to eat but could barely lift the fork to my mouth. Emotionally, I felt normal, but I had barely enough energy to breathe. My wife told me I looked tired and suggested we go home immediately. I must have looked terrible to her as this was a very special annual party for her, and she always liked to stay to the end. The next day being Sunday, I rested and recuperated. Monday, I was back at work, feeling normal again. In my opinion, Gail started sapping me the moment she grabbed my hands at the door of her apartment. I continued to touch one of her hands on the operating table, which continued the process. Little did I know that her desire to take some of my energy could be actualized. Gail was only the first multiple to sap me, not the only one. Since then I have learned that the most obvious sign that I have been sapped is that my handwriting becomes very small, as I cannot move my fingers as well while making notes. When that happens, it is time to quit working, no matter what might be the expectations of others. The other intrapsychic process these patients may use is called zapping. This word comes from the comic book hero drawn with his index finger pointing at the villain, while a lightning bolt shoots from his finger. ZAP is written in bold print on the background. Zapping is the opposite of sapping, in direction, and may be used in conjunction with sapping. It is the injection of a psychic force into the victim, which can cause as much harm to the mental apparatus as any bullet or arrow can to the physical apparatus. There are three types of zapping: emotional, ideational, and physical. I have reason to believe that I have been the victim of all three at one time or another. Emotional zapping is the injection of unwanted emotions into another person. Anger is the most common, leading the victim to feel hostile, when they have no appropriate reason to be so at the time, in regard to the people around them. The actual source of the anger is the zapper who is angry at the zappee, at least on an unconscious basis. Lust would be another emotion that would be used when seduction is the motive. Ideational zapping is the injection of a foreign belief system or thought pattern into another. These patients call it "mindfucking." This can be a severe problem when the therapist tries to be "open-minded." As one very conservative mentor once told a young psychiatrist, "When you are open-minded, people will throw garbage in there." The conflict is that, if the therapist is not accepting and open-minded, therapeutic progress is impossible. But if the therapist does not have a stable belief system, the therapist has nothing to use to match against the patient's twisted view of the world. Physical zapping is the causation of actual physical injury to another person by psychic means. This would mean anything from severe headaches to broken bones to death. The ultimate would be what is seen in voodoo death. One experience I had with emotional zapping involved Liz, a multiple in a halfway house where only one staff member accepted her multiplicity. The other staff members told her she was playacting and could stop anytime she wanted to. This stirred up great anger in her, Barbara, her angry personality. She knew that, if she didn't get rid of Barbara, she might lose control and be expelled from the house. On a Saturday afternoon, she called me and asked me to come over. With the supportive staff member present, using a ritual I had developed to get rid of unwanted anger, she and I tried to have her expel Barbara, and we thought we had succeeded. However, on Sunday, when the unaccepting crew came on duty, the anger rose in her, and she recognized that Barbara was still there. She called me at six p.m., so I came out to try to complete the project. I felt fine leaving the halfway house both times. But when I arrived home the second time, I started folding the family laundry, my usual weekly chore. My wife asked me politely if I wanted her to help. I blew up at her in an angry rage, telling her that I could fold clothes perfectly well and didn't need her implying that I was incompetent. She quietly took the tirade and then asked, "Why are you acting like this? You haven't been this way all week." That struck home, since I knew I was being irrational, but I couldn't help myself. I thought, "What is different? Oh, yes. I went to the halfway house today and yesterday to get rid of an angry personality. She might have dumped some of her anger on me, and I brought it home. If that is so, I had better do what I teach the multiples to do with their excess anger." That evening when I went to bed, I lay there with my fingers outstretched and thought and visualized about anger flowing out of my body through my fingers into the universe. I kept it up until I felt I had discharged all the anger that Barbara might have dumped on me. A few days later, I asked another entity inside Liz, one that knew everything, what had really happened. She told me that, the first time I tried to get rid of Barbara, it was obviously unsuccessful. Barbara was furious with me and zapped me with anger as I was leaving the room. I carried it home, but it did not have an effect until after the second visit. Since I was called out a second time the same weekend, I naturally resented it, but I kept my anger repressed while I performed my professional role. When that role was completed and returned home, my wife's benign question triggered an outpouring of anger from the day before. Ideational zapping is usually mixed with verbal persuasion, when belief systems are involved. In the case of female multiples, who have histrionic personality disorders (previously known as hysteria), the message they usually wish to implant in another, usually a male, is that the patient is a greatly attractive sexy female who is more than willing to fall into the man's arms. One physically unattractive female multiple patient of mine had created an evil monster of a personality that sent such seductive messages for the purpose of controlling men. While working on a project with two other professional men and me, she found the two associates of mine making passes at her, even though she didn't consciously want them to do so. In both cases, she found herself having sex with them, and afterwards, neither man could tell her why he had done so. She reported this to me, but I didn't dare ask my associates if her stories were true, so I cannot vouch for the accuracy of her report. But I did hear both sides of the story when her seductive thoughts involved another patient of mine, a young ex-convict who became her husband of three months. In that case, he zapped her first for the same reason, she recognized the process, and succumbed to it. With physical zapping, one person can cause physical damage to the body of the person they hate. The unwitting seductress mentioned above told of an episode in grade school when she had been repeatedly pestered by a boy on the playground at school. She complained to the adults in charge, but none were able to make him stop his harassment. One night in desperation, she visualized him in his bed asleep. She visualized his leg broken in several places as her punishment of him. The next day he did not come to school. His friends told her he woke up with his leg broken in several places, and everyone assumed he must have fallen out of bed in the middle of the night. She felt very guilty about it, having no doubts she was responsible. Most therapists would say that that was just wishful thinking and would reassure her that she really could have had nothing to do with his injury. But how could they know for sure? My most extreme exposure to physical zapping came one evening at the hospital when, with a nurse, I tried to help a multiple named Helen eject her angriest personality, a major error in technique I now realize. We spent two hours making an unsuccessful attempt to help this woman. Afterwards, the nurse had a severe headache, and I was sapped of energy, as evidenced by my cramped handwriting when trying to write progress notes. I barely had the strength to drive home. After going to bed, I felt nauseous and headed for the bathroom. There I suddenly expelled blood from both ends of my gastrointestinal tract. I fell to the floor, unable to move, and my wife called our family doctor. She drove me to the hospital where I spent the next eleven days recuperating from a bleeding duodenal ulcer. Before that, I had been expending my energies in too many directions, so I was a prime candidate for trouble. But what I had that night was an acute stress ulcer. When I questioned this patient later, I was told that the entity I had thought was an alter-personality claimed to be the spirit of a witch who had died in England in 1890. She claimed to be possessing my patient, and I had angered her, so she had struck back at me, using my vulnerable site, my duodenum. Later, this patient's landlady called me to report the patient was advertising herself as a witch, which greatly alarmed the landlady. The patient's boyfriend conducted an exorcism of an alter-personality, not the spirit, and delivered the tape recording to me. Shortly thereafter, the boyfriend became a religious fanatic and called me and a priest friend of mine, trying to convert us to his new found religion. He then returned to his hometown in Florida where he continued to proselytize. Unfortunately, one of his subjects objected too vigorously, and the boyfriend beat the man to death. The last I heard, he was on trial for murder. Such can be the fate of those who get too close to the dangerous multiple. Why would patients with multiple personality disorder want to do such mental harm to anyone? When they were willing to be open with me, they told me that they considered themselves as having "powerful minds." That phrase meant nothing to me for a while. Then I realized that most of the multiples had been physically, sexually, and emotionally abused as children by adults, usually parents, who were physically powerful persons, in contrast to the child victim. They therefore saw themselves as weak and powerless in the physical sense. To cope with their miserable situations, they ran away inside their minds, since they could not run away physically. Therefore, their minds became their most powerful part of the whole person. If a man with a powerful set of muscles dislikes you, he can break every bone in your body. Having a powerful body means there is potential energy available. If a person with a powerful mind dislikes you, he or she can damage your emotional stability and the soundness of your thinking processes. Such is the use of sapping and zapping. REFERENCE CITED Karagulla, S. 1967 Breakthrough to Creativity, Santa Monica, CA: DeVorss. Printed in AASC Newsletter (of the Association for the Anthropological Study of Consciousness, Vol. 2, No. 4, 1986, p. 1-2, 8-10